16 with a style.
so you think everything's okay ? so you think im happily living ? and everything comes down to a no. no, im not okay. im not happy. well. fo a start, like you ppl dnt knw, my mum is ever so strict. i miss alot of shiznit this month. i really wnna join and meet my gfs at starbux bt i cant.i wnna join the reunion too, both of it. both the yuhua and the nsps. and guess what. i still cant. i wnna join my awesomist go for sleeq events. and oh, whats that ? i cant. i wnna tell all of 'em i miss 'em and oh look. its always at the wrong timing. so now, you tell me, is it my fault i cant go ? is it really ? is it really fault that im missing out on all the fun ? is it really my fault that i was about to thrown out of the house when i ask mummy bout my freedom ? is it really my fault ? im at home. stress. depressed. idk what else to do. and it's actually a miracle i can go out at times. it really is. i love all at the same time. bt is it my fault that i dnt control my own life ? is it really ? i lost touch with everyone it seems. not only that. the braces is torturing me. i cnt bite/chew my food. i had to swallow my mi hoon soto. i had to swallow my bagedil.i was fking annoyed so i cried. and so now you know im a crybaby. so if you're thinking im okay, im telling you, im NOT okay. and nothing help right nw. usually junk food helps, bt i cnt really eat now. so i really am at the end of my wits. there. done. i've said all. im not okay. i really am not. i just need a hug. i just need a phnecall and ask " ehy! hows you?" . turning 16 in a few days time. and i'm treated like im 6. thnks. i need to dropdead now. Labels: alyph is still hot, i'm not okay
yours truly, the lady.